okok, am back to update my blog but seriously, sometimes i am juz too lazy to update.. nvm, anyways...
wna say sry to my ptgf and my other friends, hope u guys noe why..




have been thinking...

what is life ? and how shld one lead a happy life??

i suddenly have this thought that.... im not respected in my family at all..

no one listens to me and they juz make empty promises to me.. i've had engh.

im like a maid, no, worse than a maid, at least maids are given a day off had a little freedom but wad am i?

i always had to do more than any other else, what is this?

i wanted to put an end to this life and start a new one and to be frank, SUICIDE did came to my thought before

and i even told my jie jie that i dun wna live anymore and many crap..

why god is that cruel to me? probably i've done many bad deeds in my prev life and am paying back this life..

argh!! i dunno, but one thing for sure is that>> this world is unfair.. im certain abt it..